Hi My Name Is:
Hi, My name is Cheryl and I'm struggling. I am; a wife a mother of 3 teens a people pleaser an 'obliger' a hard worker close to a breakdown trying to self help a little out of shape not able to afford private counseling trying to be a better mother to myself and my kids (but my actual mum is great btw) trying to connect with my inner wannabe (she's hiding behind my distractions) planning to watch less TV planning to get in shape (while being a better cook for my vegetarian family) alone feeling friendless a bit of a doormat kind of a perfectionist - or at least I think I'm capable of it eager to please (and hating every minute of it - aka well versed in customer service) married to a fixer (thank goodness & Dang it) suffering from ZERO sex drive (for years..... but I want to want it I must just hate myself) married to a very good man (who as stated above must be a saint or doing time for being a bad guy in a past life I guess) too kind for my own good - as in O...